Prince Harry has opened up about his memories of his late mother, Diana, Princess of Wales, saying he couldn’t think of her without recalling his unsettling experiences of being stalked by paparazzi.
Speaking to Oprah Winfrey on a New Apple + Series The me you can’t see, the prince explained how he remembers his mother – who died in a car crash in Paris in 1997 – and reflected on how she was treated by the media.
âUnfortunately, when I think of my mother, the first thing that comes to mind is always the same, over and over again.
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“Buckled up in the car, seatbelt across, with my brother in the car as well, and my mother behind the wheel, chased by 3, 4, 5 mopeds with paparazzi, and she was still unable to drive due to tears. . There was no protection, âhe told Winfrey.
Diana was a notorious target of press attention following her engagement at the age of 19 to the Prince of Wales, with whom she had two children – Harry and his older brother Prince William – and this did not never really faded away.
Harry spoke of his funeral, telling Winfrey: âWhen my mother was taken from me at the age of 12, just before my 13th birthday, I didn’t want my life. Sharing the grief of my mother’s death with the worldâ¦ for me, what I remember most was the sound of the horses’ hooves walking along the mall, the red brick road.
âAt this point, we [he and William] were in shock. It was like I was outside of my body and walking, doing what was expected of me, showing a tenth of the emotion everyone was showing.
He also noted the similarities between him and Diana and how they took over the world.
âFamily members said, ‘Just play the game and your life will be easier’ – but I have so much of my mother in me,â he told Winfrey, discussing his inability to keep silence about his difficulties. with her sanity, given that the family has been known to try to keep personal issues private.
The prince also spoke about the use of substances such as alcohol and drugs to mask his emotional pain and the fact that the military had had a good time in life because “there was no special treatment to because of who I was. “
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